The projects have done a number on me. I'm tired, grouchy and zoning out. Have you ever looked at a render and wonder why it takes so long take create a simple picture? To me it seems like I did all the hard work already, why is the computer trying to match my efforts? Well I'll be happy when all this rendering and film stuff is done. I can't remember when the last time I had a decent amount of sleep, must have been at least 3 weeks ago. Oh well, I guess I can expect this from all the finals.
I walked into my new apartment again today. I felt like the room might have been lonely so I visited it. There is nothing in our apartment besides a guitar and some clothes. It feels empty and I can't wait to fill it with my stuff. The job search has been has been a tough battle. Still no victory in finding a new job for the summer besides the one I already have. I will need it to pay the rent. My first apartment payment has taken a chunk out of my funds and I decided I needed to cut something. I'm sorry Netflix, but its time to go. I will miss your weird selection of movies and awesome tv shows.
On a high note, I saw the new Dark Knight Rises Trailer. It still has me questioning a lot of things. Will Batman fall to the hands of Bane? Will Bruce Wayne have to travel back to a place of healing, Lazarus Pit? Will Michael Cane become the new Batman? Lol I doubt it, but still a question.
It gets me thinking, where is the light at the end of this tunnel? Everyone says there is one, but I have not reached it. I guess life is a continuos struggle and we will one day reach that light. The light I seek for is my big break into a career, a relationship and some sleep. I think I'll be able to get sleep soon, but I'll have to finish rendering this last scene. Later!
